Time will tell.
I’m taking time to vent my emotions here before my mugging starts. To be honest, I’m not feeling right emotionally. Nothing about losing weight, nothing about boys. Just that, I’m beginning to doubt my confidence in the decision I made. I decided to stay neutral. But it doesn’t seem going right. I miss being with my tritts. But then again, exam week. Everyone is busy and I have my own revision cliques. It isn’t that I am unhappy when I’m with my revision cliques or what. But then, it’s just… frustrating at times. I’m frustrated with myself. And today, other than being frustrated with myself, I was frustrated with you. Out of nowhere, attitude me. Out of nowhere we became hostile today. I don’t think I had offended you today. I didn’t talk much to you today. How do I offend you? And my tritts, losing trust in me. But fuck it whatever. I’m tired of people. If only this world is only about me, myself and I. Then I can be selfish, without feeling guilty.
